I AM not pretty. Fuck your pretty. Never call me pretty. Pretty is the surface bullshit I have no interest in nor time for. I know you take it as your rooted truth but...go deeper. Pretty fades. Pretty is empty. It’s not real. It’s a made up state of being. Not me. I AM. I am realer than real. I am Divine. I am sensual. I am a lover. I am a healer. I am Divine Feminine. I am ancient. I am the blood of my ancestors and the dust of the stars. SEE ME. Don’t just glance. Don’t just notice. SEE ME. Look in my eyes. See my fire, my passion, my tears, my feelings…even if you are just walking by, even if you just glance up to see me. Make the connection. The rooted present moment connection. Look at my fire in the line of the curves of my breasts…my hips, notice how life lives in me, hear the light of the stars in my smile. Connect. See my Divine Beauty. I will never be your “pretty”, that empty hollow word used to entice my attention. I am not interested. I want you to make love to the air I breathe so that when I inhale I taste your soul and know your existence. Even in the casual encounters I want to feel your passion, to feel your presence, to know your existence and exchange in a deep connection of our cosmic and divine natures.
Pretty can be fucked, it can be manipulated, it can be controlled ,it could be said the same way a thousand times over…but no matter how many times it is said it will still be an empty floating word that takes up unnecessary space in the folds of this Universe. It will not penetrate. It will hang there and then disappear forever. An encounter of pretty is an exchange that will be forgotten, a moment wasted, one that in its mere utterance screams to the Universe the desire for an empty that can never be filled.
So, fuck your pretty. I AM. To see me…to know me…is to see the divine beauty within. To embrace an ancient mystery of love, of wisdom, of fire, of peace, of shadow, of joy, of pain, of a timeless knowing. Look the other way if you cannot engage in an even exchange. I send you light and wish for you to find your depths because when you find what is within you, then you can share with another, and that exchange is the most powerful and fulfilling in the world.