This New Moon Eclipse is so super special to me right now. It's this continuation from the energy I felt at the Lion's Gate portal (August 8, 2016-August 12, 2016). Little Anouk and I were up until very late and even after she fell asleep I stayed up until the wee hours because I was drawn to meditate and be awake. Midway through my meditation I felt this urge to look up on YouTube John of God and Wayne Dyer. For the next hour, I watched a video filmed on the island of Maui at Wayne's home. It was filmed in 2011, 6 years ago. I didn't realize while watching that it was 5 years ago nearly to the hour that Wayne Dyer left his Earthly body. I felt like I was sitting there with Wayne, especially when he looked directly at the camera. He talked about his own healing and also his own death.
After the video, I went to my home office and grabbed his book Change Your Thoughts, Change Your Life and opened to a teaching from the Tao Te Ching about living our now. Letting go of control. It is everything I have been living and learning. I wept and felt this immense love. I then laid down in bed, in the total darkness, with Anouk sleeping beside me and the crickets still playing their life music and I meditated in full body love. It completely enveloped my entire being.
Love is so healing. When you realize you are connected to such a powerful, loving Divine Source and that you are the Source it is freedom. There is so much suffering in this world but when you are able to tap into that unconditional love, never ending love you realize... everything.
One of Wayne's dear friends, Anita Moorjani, talked about her near death experience and said that when we let go and live in the mystery we feel our divine connection. Wayne mentioned this in the video last night and I just laughed and cried in the truth of it. And the full circle moment came to me too because one of my podcast interviews with Paul Luftenegger focused on a song he wrote for Anita. And Paul creates music embodying that love, that mystery, that Divine.
I AM so full of gratitude. For all that I lost...because I realize I have everything. I live whole, well, healed and in Divine Love. This morning is so blessed. The flow of giving and receiving; striving for nothing because I have already arrived.
One year ago, Wayne left his Earth body but I feel him here with me and it is so beautiful to feel.
And a little video love from ShimShae to bless your day...I SENSE YOUR PRESCENCE