So over the past 6 months I had to take a step back and do some self-life hacking (read: Figure some of my SELF shit out...aren't we always?) But I am emerging from the cocoon and wanted to poke my head out and say...HELLO.
And I don't know if this has been like this for anyone else, but this time period feels heavy. Where I both simultaneously want to hide and/or fucking scream to make sure I'm seen. Weird paradox. What it has meant is I had to find the balance of when to yell and cry and when to be still. Learning and unlearning. Every. Fucking. Day.
That said. Tonight as I put my youngest to sleep, I decided to pull up a guided meditation I had created 9 months ago. It was as if I had created it so perfectly for my future self. Like I was speaking to my future self and reminding me that I am already worthy. I am the key. It held me in a space of emptiness and love. Yeah, another weird ass paradox of being both divine and human.
I share it with you to encourage you to love yourself so fiercely that you can't help but trust your self and move in perfectly timed action. Not too early to the party of life, and not too late either.
Void & Abundance Meditation